Lowers every time i’m with my girlfriend. She’s so pretty, it’s not fair. Some girls are just naturally pretty, like her. Jez. Honestly my self-esteem lowers when i’m around her. She has perfect grades, perfect body, perfect hair, perfect everything … then here I am ugly tall ass dark asian. Fat, ugly and stupid. How did I end up with someone like her? Ugh. I’ve always felt this way I just never let it get to me. Hynna’s to perfect. Hynna’s to good for me. I wish I was my girlfriend. I’m everything she’s not.