Being in a relationship comes with a lot of risk, trust, responsibility, and heart ache. When your significant other feels ‘jealous’ you kind of think back to yourself…why is she? In my case it’s my fault. It’s my fault my girlfriend acts the way she does. If I weren’t such a fuck up things like this wouldn’t happen to me. It sucks because I don’t know what to do, if your best friend and your girlfriend are the situation, who am I to go to when I need someone the most?
Things seem harder now. No one understands me and I kind of just need to suck up my feelings. I’m usually the type of person who vents out to someone all my problems and complains about them, but why would anyone want to drown in my misery? Nobody cares about me. Nobody will care about what I have to say or what I feel. Besides, nowadays you can’t trust anyone. Ugh. I’m in the middle of a situation I caused. I’m such a fuck up.
