January 2012
Psychology Fact: “The more time you spend with a person, the more attracted they become to you because your brain familiarizes itself with their face as something safe.”
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My self esteem.
Lowers every time i’m with my girlfriend. She’s so pretty, it’s not fair. Some girls are just naturally pretty, like her. Jez. Honestly my self-esteem lowers when i’m around her. She has perfect grades, perfect body, perfect hair, perfect everything … then here I am ugly tall ass dark asian. Fat, ugly and stupid. How did I end up with someone like her? Ugh. I’ve...
Sometimes,
I feel like I’m out just out of it.
I catch myself not knowing what to say in a conversation. I catch myself gazing into nothing, not paying attention to my surroundings. I look, but I don’t see. I can hear, but I don’t listen. I’m there, but no one sees me. I’m just in my own little world, carefully dissecting each & every little flaw in my life. I space out sometimes, unable to keep up...
Manners matter. Good looks are a bonus. Humor is a...
Don't you hate that feeling?
When you’re just sad for no reason. Something brought you down and don’t even know how. Trying to keep yourself happy, but you just can’t seem to do it. Listening to upbeat songs, but nothing happens. Trying to smile but the things on your mind and your feelings just bring you down. Like, everything you think is a bad or sad thought. When you’re just, lost.
When I love someone, I love hard. As in I’d do anything & everything to show that I care for them & to make them stay. And it just crushes me when they do something spiteful, like leave. It hurts me to the core & takes the longest time to recover. I hate that about myself & I just wish I was somehow stronger.
Anonymous asked: hows your day been beautiful?
Sometimes, the wrong choices bring us to the right...
Anonymous asked: will you sing me a song from beauty and the beast?
On cold, rainy days,
I just wanna stay home all day, be all scrubbed out, and just relax with my boothang. I wanna just be able to cuddle and enjoy their company without anyone bothering us. I wanna be able to drink hot chocolate and just grub out while having a Disney movie marathon. I wanna play video games with them and sing them songs and all these other things. Just as long as I get to spend the cold, rainy day...
Anonymous asked: i would say lets hang out like at the mall or something but carson is too far for you :[
Anonymous asked: do you live near carson?!
Anonymous asked: when did you find out you were bi ?
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Jealousy.
Being in a relationship comes with a lot of risk, trust, responsibility, and heart ache. When your significant other feels ‘jealous’ you kind of think back to yourself…why is she? In my case it’s my fault. It’s my fault my girlfriend acts the way she does. If I weren’t such a fuck up things like this wouldn’t happen to me. It sucks because I don’t...
I need to stop trusting people so easily.
I tend to open up to new people really easily and the next thing you know, I’m spilling my heart out to them because I feel like I trust them. But in no time, they fuck me over and I begin to question why I trusted them in the first place. Oh right, because they gave me that “You can trust me, I won’t tell anyone yadayada” bullshit.
7 facts about my childhood.
I was a fat child.
I was born and lived in LA till I was 3.
I moved to the valley & have been living in the same place for the past 12 years.
A lot of my cousins live near me so I grew up having my family around!
My older sisters never lived with me.
I loved the Powerpuff girls, Totally Spies, & everything on Disney.
I never watched any Disney classic movies when I was a child...
Nicholas Sparks.
“A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He’ll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you. He’ll look in your eyes and tell you, you’re the most...
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I lowkey,
hate when people from my school find me on tumblr.
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